A City Dressed Up.

Yum, my chocolate cake is in the oven right now. I love baking , specially on days like this. I took my laptop out of my room, put it on the counter next to the television in my kitchen and i sat and beat the cake mix . The mix was so smooth when i was done with it. No bubbles at all! I cant wait until it’s done so i can decorate it and eat it and enjoy it with a nice cold glass of milk, watch a heart warming movie, and go to sleep.

I have finally figured out my speech topic, thank you for those who gave me excellent topics but i have decided to do my speech topic on “December in San Diego” I am going to inform my class on places to go to see lights, what musicals and shows are going on in San Diego, where to find ice skating, great restaurants to go to, etc.I think this would be cute, since I am so obsessed with Christmas and the holidays, and especially since it’s December in a couple of days and everyone is going on break pretty soon I know people do not just want to sit around at home watching television the whole entire break, though i love doing that i love going out and seeing San Diego dressed up for the holidays

The future has been running through my head all day. From talking about college applications and how i am glad of my decision to go to community college, i still am disappointed in myself because i couldn’t bring myself to apply and how lost i feel about my future. I’m scared to mess it up, its my life you know? i have to live it until i die . During math a bunch of us were conversing about what our career possibilities are. I have absolutely nothing. Well, not absolutely nothing, but things i want to do are so a pass or fail type careers, i don’t think it’s possible to just support myself at a level that is comfortable if i don’t succeed in the careers. So here are careers i am thinking about:

A.) Owning a Bakery/Cafe that turns into a chill night club at night.

B.) After today, Becoming a Children’s book author “Nikita the Nocturnal Nightingale” Haha.

C.) Relationship/Sex Psychologist (we all know i love to talk about relationships)

D.) Victoria’s Secret Model (like thats happening! hahah just had to put that in there)

Those are some options i want to do, They seem to suit me. well, i think they do. It’s funny when i ask people what they can see me doing they are so random and they also aren’t very financially supportive. here they are:

A.) Flight Attendant

B.) Assistant

C.) Receptionist

I know, they are amazing jobs right? Ha, well those aren’t going to happen. Well, i still have time to figure out things, who knows maybe I’ll spend some time in the peace corps before i even start on working on my major. I have so many ideas on what i want to do, i just have to pick something.

I forgot how much i love Charlie Brown, I’ve been sitting here watching it, i used to be obsessed with it, watch it every weekend, i love how sad Charlie Brown is. He just seems so helpless, he seems like he would be good friends with Eyoree. My cake is finally finished, I’m excited, I’m going to make my lunch for tommorow, Tuna sandwich, a couple of pieces of cake and i still haven’t decided what drink.

Gosh, taking regular classes this year has left me with lots of spare time, i should get a job, but thats beyond my control seeing as my dad will not let me get one. I kind of understand because I’m taking college classes and juggling high school, but I’m taking all regular in high school which makes its really easy. Sadly my senoritis took over and so I know my grades are not exactly the greatest. But I’m getting better, I am actually doing my work and trying more than i did at the beginning. I cant believe that this semester is actually almost over. This is so intense. Seven more months and I’m a high school graduate, AH i must stop before i get all sad.

Added:

just a quick sentence that will be elaborated tommorow most likely:
I do too much for people, well, for some people. I hate being a pushover sometimes.
Sometimes it bugs being too nice.

Christmas Wish;

Well, i decided to start blogging again after talking to my friend about vlogs, and realizing how she and i always have topics to talk about but we only talk about it with each other. Now we feel we should take it to the web
We are starting a vlog, which i will upload on here once we record it discussing events, randomosities or just plain anything that we feel like talking about.

Christmas is finally coming up. I just have to say, i absolutely adore Christmas time. It is my favorite time of the year, hands down. The reason why i am so in love with Christmas time is not because of the presents, but i am in love with how much love there is everywhere, with everyone. I feel free to express my feelings to those i love, which for me surprisingly is actually hard alot of the time. I’d like to think of myself as a person who can openly express myself, but then i look at my past, all the opportunities missed, which were perfect moments to say how i feel.
I know what i want this Christmas, its more of a wish than a physical thing. It’s just i realize what i really want in my life lately, i just don’t want to loose anything that i value so much.

I just want my life to be filled with love and laughter.
Good and glorious times
I want memories to be made that will not be forgotten.
Friendships kept for the years following.
& Love in its truest form.